27 December 2008 @ 02:51 am
wtf is wrong with people?!  
On December 13, a 28 year-old lesbian in Richmond, CA was gang raped by four men who saw the rainbow sticker on her rear bumper. The men approached the woman yelling slurs about her sexual orientation and then hit her in the head with a blunt object. They forced her to disrobe then raped her in the street. The four men then forced her into her car and drove to a secluded location where they raped her for nearly an hour. After the rape, the men dumped the woman in the street and drove off in her car.

The woman sought help from a nearby residence and was taken to a local hospital. The police recovered her car in Richmond two days later. But for some reason, this brutal hate crime wasn’t released to the press until December 20th.


:( :( :( :(
05 November 2008 @ 03:09 pm
[prop 8 rage]  
first i just want to say thanks to all the people in california that voted against prop 8.

we all know how i feel about marriage, right but that's beside the point right now. the point is, why the fuck can't i have the same rights as heterosexuals if i choose to? heterosexuals do such a bang up job on marriage though, right? what with staying married months or hours and then getting divorced and all. yeah, bang up job. *thumbs up*

we should have the same rights as you guys, man. if you guys can fuck up marriage, we should be able to, too. i mean, i don't want to get married but i would at least like the option.

my friend ian called me last night fucking bawling his eyes out because he just got his rights taken away.

i am not impressed with california, or arizona, or arkansas(what the fuck does it matter who takes a kid as long as they're happy and loved?), right now. i'm not.

you can take your "marriage is sacred should only be between a man and a woman" shit and shove it up your ass.

on the inside: angry
20 August 2008 @ 07:11 pm
yes, i objectify women.  
oh hai sarah, plz to be letting medo naughty things totouch your ass, nao?

mmm. love her )

she got to make sexy tiems with kate moennigand i swear they hooked upand she got to grind on jared(which, btw, the whole time? i was screaming 'grind on me! i've been unfaithful!' more people should be if that is the result). she is very lucky...

and is a hot ass.

i would hit that like a mack truck.

the end.

ETA: omg, how adorable is ellen? look at what she wrote on her blog today. seriously, how is that not adorable? i'm not usually all about the sappy shit, but that is the cutest thing ever. i'm happy for them.

btw, just so you know, her and portia are hot asses, too. i do not discriminate. ;)
on the inside: dirty
blocks out the noise: ferras - hollywood's not america
15 July 2008 @ 04:17 pm
okay - so, i made my doner hold abby so that i could take pictures of her with my crappy web camera. they aren't the best quality, but at least you can see her. in one of the pictures, it looks like he's choking her, but he's not, i promise. when my brother comes over the next time, i'll make him take some. but for now, here you go:

the abby girl. )

i love her so much, she's so awesome.
on the inside: energetic
blocks out the noise: breaking benjamin - dance with the devil
15 July 2008 @ 02:53 am
icon dump!  
this stuff was just sitting on my computer, so i thought i'd unload it. GUYS, MY QAF MUSE IS BACK SINCE I HAVE BEEN WATCHING SEASON THREE(LIKE MAD!)AND RE-READING XIE'S FIC. OMG, YAY! :D :D

- queer as folk icons (brian/justin)
- the l word icons (shane & shane/carmen)
- supernatural icons (various)
- the l word banners (kate moennig & company)


the rest are here @ [info]brutal_dyslexia
10 July 2008 @ 01:30 am
new member of the family  
i'm getting abby(steven's beagle/jack russel mix).

steve: do you want abby?
me: i mean, if no one will take her.
steve: no, do you want her?
me: ... yes. *grin*
steve: you know, all you had to do was ask for her. when has there ever been a time in your life where i haven't given you whatever you wanted?
me: um. *thinks* probably never.
steve: exactly.

HEE! i'm so excited.

she's not fixed though, so i have to get her fixed - but steve said he'd pay for it, because i don't need puppies or her bleeding everywhere. but, my other two dogs are fixed, so i don't think it'll be too much of a problem.
on the inside: ecstatic
14 June 2008 @ 07:33 pm
well, i just got back from the vet... we had to put lacy down. :( on the way to the vet, her breathing had already slowed, but we got there and they examined her and said she'd had a stroke - her body temperature was 94.3 and the vet said that they like it to be at least 100, so she was already ready to go. they let me go back with her and they put her IV in, gave her half of the medicine, she did a deep sigh, and i kept trying to hold her face and she kept trying to lick me a little bit, even though her eyes were already glassy. i kept telling her that i loved her, and they gave her the other half of the medicine... it took her less than a minute to die - she was looking at me when she went. the vet checked her again and looked at me and shook her head and she was like "she's gone now." and i hadn't cried or anything. i petted lacy some more and told her i was sorry, that i didn't mean to not notice anything was wrong, then they let me take her collar off of her, i gave her kisses and they wrapped her up. they gave me a little box that looks like a coffin and i went back out to my aunt. as soon as i got out to the lobby, my aunt was like "you know, it's completely okay, you don't need your "i'm so tough" face right now. you can cry, i won't tell" and i lost it... with the box in my hands.

i have never sobbed so much or so hard in my life. i couldn't even make it out to the car for a good ten minutes. i feel like a complete douche for just not noticing anything, but i swear she was walking yesterday. she was slower but she was fine and i didn't think anything of it really. i'm such a bad mother. :( now i'm home. the boys even cried a lot and were crying when i came back and they were all "why'd she have to die, it's not fair!" and it was really hard for me to keep it together, 'cause there were only two dogs greeting me at the door. lacey always licked my feet when i came home, she'd wag her little tail and be so happy to see me. ugh.

guys, this blows so hard.
on the inside: heartbroken
14 June 2008 @ 04:49 pm
one of my dogs is sick, i think. i'm pretty sure, actually. but i can't take her to the vet because they're closed on the weekends. my aunt said that if she's not any better, we'll take her to the emergency vet. it's my older doggie, lacey. she's about nine now, i guess. we got her when she was six from my cousin's neighbor who was going to put her down(and at the time, she was healthy)because they couldn't keep her anymore. i couldn't see a perfectly fine dog being put down, so i took her.

now, she won't eat, she didn't eat at all yesterday, and she's usually the first one at the bowl. she was acting funny, not really moving much, just laying down, but i just thought she was tired, so i let her be. well, i got up this morning to let all the dogs out like i always do, and i opened her cage and she's just laying there, barely moving. i was talking to her saying "come on lace, let's go potty!"(she usually gets all excited when it's time to go outside)and she barely raised her head to look at me. :( so, i pulled her out (gently)and she just laid there. nothing is broken or anything, i know that - but she won't even go potty. the other dogs and kitty keep trying to lick her, so i'm pretty sure they know something is wrong. i called hottie vet(she's not lacy's vet - we stuck with her original one), but couldn't get her. i figured that maybe i could talk her into coming over and looking at lacy, maybe she can tell me what to do because i don't know. i left lacy in her cage for now because she won't come out and if she doesn't feel well, i don't want to force her.

i was supposed to go to ryan and ben's, we were going to go swimming, but i don't want to leave lacy in case she dies(because you know, she's old and i'm realistic). i don't want her to die without me here. i keep laying next to her cage and just petting her because i don't know what else to do.

i feel like i am going to throw up. :(

but you know - game face, game face, game face.
on the inside: shocked
30 May 2008 @ 01:48 am
finally - a supernatural drabble  
Title: Finally.
Author: [info]jameserin
Rating: G (Gen)
Prompt: Happily Ever After @ [info]100_ghosts
Pairing/Characters: Sam and Dean.
Warning: None, really. Just that it's unbeta'd, and possibly lame.
Disclaimer: I don't own them, sadly.

Dean doesn't believe in happily ever after )
on the inside: lethargic
blocks out the noise: hal sparks band - s.o.s
27 May 2008 @ 07:58 pm
time to update  
memorial day weekend was good.

memorial day & other crap )
on the inside: blank
blocks out the noise: pink floyd - wish you were here
23 May 2008 @ 08:01 pm
self-pitying entry ahead, feel free to ignore  
i really hate writing self-pitying entries. just the ones that come from me though because i feel stupid when i write them. but i assume i am pmsing, because any other time i don't get emotional about things.

i feel like such a wanker for typing all of this )
on the inside: lonely
blocks out the noise: queensryche - silent lucidity
22 May 2008 @ 06:06 pm
stupid bet - a supernatural drabble  
Title: Stupid Bet
Author: [info]jameserin
Rating: G (Gen)
Prompt: Cold Turkey @ 100_ghosts
Pairing/Characters: Sam and Dean.
Warning: None, really. Just that it's unbeta'd and that this is my first supernatural drabble.
Disclaimer: I don't own them, sadly.

Pay up, Dean. )
on the inside: annoyed
blocks out the noise: david cook - time of my life
21 May 2008 @ 01:53 am
brian & justin icons  
[12] queer as folk - brian and justin


i wish i could forget )

- caps from kwaf and gale-online
- comment/credit
- don't hotlink
- textless icons aren't bases
- enjoy!
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on the inside: bitchy
blocks out the noise: fraiser
19 May 2008 @ 07:10 pm
told you so  
yeah, remember how i always say that jared could crush me with just one arm?

photographic evidence from this week's tv guide )

and just for fun:

because jensen needs love too )
on the inside: cold
blocks out the noise: steve carlson feat. jensen ackles - come around more alabama
18 May 2008 @ 11:35 pm
oh, spn fandom. you amuse me sometimes.  
thanks to [info]misty_writes over at LJ, i came across this: dean winchester is a sexist asshole. and it is made of a win that is EPIC.

all i have to say is: this is new? he's been like that right from the jump. it's his character/personality. if you don't like it, don't watch the show, okay? if it offends you so much, why the hell are you still watching? it's seriously what, three days after the finale? stop being wankers. and also, how come no one is jumping on ruby for calling him a dumb spineless dick?

okay, so he's an asshole sometimes. i prefer him that way because again, it's his character. i for one will have no respect for the writers if they suddenly "watered him down." people just don't like people who tell it like it is, it seems. maybe i just understand him because i am like that but jesus, get over it. he is what he is -- and that is why i love him so much. but you know, i'm really twisted, so maybe i am wrong too. dean loves women, and has no problem with women who take care of themselves. but if they're a demon, or bela? yeah, of course he's going to be an ass. he doesn't like demons, whether they are in a chick's body or not, it doesn't matter. actually, come to think of it, i think he actually respected casey(and omg was she hot, so that might've helped, but still). he didn't want sam to kill her. she was a chick, yes?

just wait until he gets out of hell -- i'm sure he'll really piss people off then.

seriously, is this what it's going to be like all summer? can't we just enjoy the awesomeness that is the show without having to pick it apart constantly? because one day, it's not going to be there. i for one, would like to enjoy it while it lasts.

and something not supernatural related, i watched gale harold on desperate housewives and um, i still say when he kisses a woman, he looks like he'd rather be doing anything else but that. if you catch my drift. *cough*
on the inside: amused
blocks out the noise: junkfood - next to you
17 May 2008 @ 03:22 am
episode 3x16 - no rest for the wicked  
this is a little late, i know, but my brain wasn't exactly coherent enough to talk about it yesterday without it being nothing but "omg my heart is broken!!!111!!" today is a little better, but i still think i am in shock a little bit. i can at least sit through it now, without freaking out too badly. just enough to write this review. so, with that said, i give you my thoughts on the season three finale, for whatever they're worth.

i mean, what we'll do for each other, how far we'll go... they're using it against us. )
on the inside: sad
blocks out the noise: supernatural - no rest for the wicked
15 May 2008 @ 11:41 pm
oh god, dean.  
i need time to process what just happened before i write a review. so, it'll probably be sometime tomorrow. but here are my initial thoughts.

i think you totally shoulda been jamming 'eye of the tiger' right there )
on the inside: depressed
15 May 2008 @ 01:15 am
venting a little  
i've been trying to avoid writing about this because, you know, if i ignore things, it'll go away, right? only not so much. so, um, here i go with the venting.

egg donor issues )
on the inside: anxious
blocks out the noise: leona lewis - bleeding love
10 May 2008 @ 07:58 pm
changes. well, as much as i can stand  
i changed the colors/look of my layout a bit. it as the same header though because i couldn't part with it. i have issues with change but i wanted something lighter for once and this was as much as i could stand, lol.

credit and stuff is in my profile. i don't know what i'd do without [info]badbadpixie.

*squishes her*
on the inside: calm
09 May 2008 @ 02:52 pm
episode 3x15 - time is on my side  
oh, show, i love you.

my thoughts/review/recap under the cut. don't click if you haven't seen the episode yet.

you forget that if i welch on this deal, you die. guess what, living forever is welching! )
on the inside: busy