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i'm a giant contradiction trapped in a skinny body

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Name:

jamie

Website:

dyke daily

Location:

Toledo, Ohio, United States

E-mail:

jamie.rainrainbow@gmail.com

AOL IM:

tragically jamie (Add Buddy, Send Message)

Yahoo! ID:

Winchester252002 (Add User, Send Message)

MSN Username:

invisible_tragedy

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Bio:

short. brown-eyed. opinionated. obsessive compulsive. ADD. dyslexic. friendly. bitchy. a sister. a friend. a daughter. an aunt. dramatic. a lover. a fighter. an ex. in a wheel chair. a writer. loud. closed off. gross. obnoxious. too forgiving. emotionally crippled. a best friend. talkative. shy. a freak. an animal lover. nosey. thin. depressed. anorexic. a cutter. a cousin. a geek. grand-daughter. neice. weird. angry. confused. pierced. tattooed. addicted to harry potter. addicted to the L word. sports lover. spastic. giggly. bitter. dyke. silly. a survivor. androgynous. loser. lost. smart. energetic. lazy. lonely. loveable. disappointed. jealous. addict. failure. afraid. misused. cynical. misunderstood. unwanted. obscene. stubborn. dreamer. stuck. unmotivated. picky. never on time. funny. selfless. high school graduate.

- i'm jamie. most people call me jay or james. i'll answer to almost anything, though.

i don't like labels, i don't like stereotypes. but yes, i do fit into some stereotypes, unfortunately. i'm not really girly and i'm not totally boyish. i'm inbetween. it's just easier to explain it to people that way rather than getting into my gender issues. i don't believe in monogamy. tried it twice. didn't work either time, so it's not for me. i don't believe in love either. again, tried it, it didn't get me anywhere, except bitter and more hurt than I already was. love and monogamy are for well-rounded people. i'm not. i have edges. lots of them. i'm not happy a lot. i'm very angry, in fact. but i think i have a right to be after all that i've been through(not that i want pity -- do not pity me, it's annoying). i don't believe in "god" or organized religion. i just believe what i want but if you believe in that stuff, more power to you. you're free to believe what you want as long as you don't try to force it on me. i hate being forced to do something. when i'm forced, it only makes me not want to do it even more. yes, i'm that stubborn. you don't have to like me or my lifestyle, i don't care. not everyone is going to like me and i'm not here to please everyone. though, i tend to try sometimes and i fail miserably, so i've stopped trying. i've stopped trying with a lot of things as a matter of fact. the thing is though, is that it's my life. if i choose to screw it up, then i screw it up. my problem. not yours. if you don't like it, no one says you have to get to know me, 'kay? i'm me. take it or leave it, it doesn't matter to me.

- i have an obsession with queer as folk. yes, i am aware that it deals with gay men and i am as girl lovin' as they come, i don't care though. i can appreciate gale and randy's hotness and gale gives me total penis envy. i'm talking hardcore penis envy, too. *sigh*

- i am in complete and utter lust with kate moennig. oh, the things i would do to her(even if the l word gets really bad sometimes, she's the best thing in it. hands down).

- i'm a total harry potter geek. i love ron and hermione and harry and ginny. harry's emo and i can identify with his issues. ron just cracks me up. :) and...i love dobby. dobby is/was made of awesome. as is neville.

- i've recently got into a new ship. i love luke and noah from as the world turns. they're really the only reason i watch that show.

- have a secret that you'd like to rid yourself of? you can do so at the anonymous confessional. don't worry, as the name says, it's completely anonymous.

layout codes by passing_girl, tweaked just a bit by me, header made by

badbadpixie, my moodthemes are by

paddies,

cammissbloom, and

misread_. the lovebar/codes are by

ohfreckle.

Memories:

1 entry

Interests:

54: advertising, aim, alcohol, angel, basketball, bones, buffy, cats, coffee, computers, dogs, elvis, female mixed martial arts, football, gale harold, gay pride, gender fucks, girls, graphics, harry potter, horses, house, html, icons, jared padalecki, jensen ackles, kate moennig, lisa marie presley, movies, music, photography, photoshop, piercings, poetry, pushing daisies, queer as folk, rain, randy harrison, reading, road trips, sex, shopping, sleeping, soccer, sour patch kids, supernatural, swimming, tattoos, the l word, the tudors, tv, video games, warm weather, writing

Schools:

None listed

Friends:

	28:	altsunthinkable, bitchesofbritin, brianslave68, ~~brianswalk~~, callie89, darknessdee, eumelkeks, firehead30, flamencanyc, happier_bunny, jameserin, kimberbaby, marilla_pm67, not_yet_defined, ~~noteverything~~, ohfreckle, orlith, pendulumchanges, qaffangyrl, qafmaniac, ~~rapunzel50~~, singlewoman, spooky_cupcake, sra_black, vl_redreign, ~~waltzingalong~~, xie_xie_xie, zaipixie
	21:	~~100icons~~, _love_qaf_fic, ai_graphics, bj_action, bjfic, graphix, iconics, les_bj_anic, liberty_diner, premium_users, qaf_alumsnnews, qaf_coffeeclub, qaf_drabbles, qaf_icons, qaf_marathons, qaf_retread, qaf_scavenger, qaf_squee, queer_as_news, queer_as_tweak, spn_fans

Mutual Friends:

24: altsunthinkable, bitchesofbritin, brianslave68, callie89, darknessdee, eumelkeks, firehead30, flamencanyc, happier_bunny, jameserin, kimberbaby, marilla_pm67, not_yet_defined, ohfreckle, orlith, pendulumchanges, qaffangyrl, qafmaniac, singlewoman, spooky_cupcake, sra_black, vl_redreign, xie_xie_xie, zaipixie

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Account type:

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